Sabtu, 28 Januari 2012

Missed that Quality Time

      Almost seven years i know about you!! perhaps... not only know and we have a lot of funny conversation and have a joke absolutely, but i felt different. i know, seven years not only being best part, best friends, but more than that. i like you because i can't explain the reason why. You are definitely clever, kind, care and that things reason maybe.
     Honest, i missed that conversation, i missed we have a joke together in a late night, i missed you always give me an advice while i felt desperate, you always be in here. 
      I have a little story, when i was move from my house.. not move just live in house for collage, he accompany all along night, yes that so perfect moment, first time i was lived and that fan was off and i can't sleep because the weather not support me to sleep and finally he accompany for chatting till die, hehe. i'm so happy!! when the first time my collage begin, i told him that i was happy and got so many friends, i was had difficulty statistics, i'm not an expert for math or something like that, but you always support me, you said "you can do it!!". yes, i prove it, and i can, my statistic 1 is A, a miracle is come for me since i know you, my math had 9 and my final examination had 85, how amazed!! 
     23 April... Actually i don't wanna remember that moment. in 22 February, the miracle was came..he talk to me like a girlfriend!! woow, that the first word i said when i got a text message from him. one day, at midnight i was checked my facebook, and i saw his status that he had relationship with someone. it's so hurt and i was crying. my tears can't stop when i see he so love his girlfriend. i know it's not the end, life must go on and move on right? but to move on, it's so difficult,. my motivator was gone my statistic 2 had C!! that's enough for me!! 
     thank you for being my best friend, although i can't be your girlfriend and so wanna have a relationship with you but you have the one!! best friend never end right? i wrote this post after i watching One Day. that movie is so inspired me!!
     Should i post you gorgeous picture in here? i don't think so and absolutely not!! your picture is already saved in my mind and perhaps my heart. you're a beautiful memories i've ever had :)